today

I skipped chinese class today. One more skip and it will cost me half a letter grade, which is why I can’t and won’t skip anymore. I’ve been really bitching and whining to my friends lately about how much I dislike chinese, I think they’re getting really tired of hearing it. In fact I know they are. This is why from now on I’m going to stop complaining about my classes because, I don’t have it harder then them so I’m sure they don’t want to hear it when they have to do alot as well.

I also have been really really clingy lately I think. Whenever I meet with my friends I just want to spend the rest of the day sitting around and bullshitting. When they leave, I get antsy and nervous and want to go talk to someone else.

I should also be paying more attention to my attitude when I’m around my friends. I think that I’m starting to look like a idiot for the off-color things I say and do. They’re not getting the jokes and it’s making me look like an idiot.

Oh well I just got to keep following that and I’ll do alright. There’s plenty of time to change before the year is over.