6-10-06

So yeah it’s finally the end. Yesterday may have been one of the busiest times here at OSU. The night before was the JSO party, were there were tons of alchohol and beer. We ended up sleeping at Ke’s house that night falling to sleep with everyone playing a soccer video game. When I woke up the next morning I saw that Julie remained next to me and it made me happy. After this we were dropped off, Julie and I, at Morrisson Tower and thus began the extremely long day. After helping her mov her stuff back and fort to Taka’s room, I had to go clean my room and move everything out with only an hour left. I pretty much just cleaned the refrigerator and did a half-ass job on sweeping and cleaning the floor. yeah. After this I went back to Taka’s room and sat in the chair waiting for them to come back. When they did come back they were carrying the same boxes they had left with because the boxes were too big to send through the post office so it seemed as if the hour of us working we did nothing. Anyways, after this Julie really really wanted drinks and said she was thirsty so we went to the union. H.G. Dawg’s was closed so taka and i just had to resort to eating lunch at the korean restaurant part. yeah. then we went to taka’s place again afterwards to either lay down for a bit or listen to music. We went to the library, but it was closed. So we then hung around for awhile at the play theatre. Julie and I snook away from taka and hid up in the grass and through sticks down at him to try to get him to wake up and see we weren’t there. I forget if it was after or before this that we returned to taka’s room and that he had to bring a box to Andrew’s house. I said that julie and i will wait here. After seeing taka walk away from the window i locked and closed the door and jumped up onto bed with julie and we spent the final time we had to be alone together. Then we went to CVS and it was closed. Then later that night we met up with Sakiko and Misa and we went to eat at a Greek Restaurant. It was ok. I guess the real real fun of that night was when everyone went to hang out with pochi’s. I was really really tired and everyone was playing jenga that i’m not interested at all so i had just decided to go to sleep. Keep in mind i was feeling very sick that night and throughout that day but that night especially. Well everyone decided to take a tour of the campus which was actually really fun.

Everyone had decided to have a race from the beginning of the oval to the end where the library front is with that big dude statue that stands there. Julie and I were like, nah, and we let them run off away from us while her and I slowly walked and enjoyed each other’s last presence. It was really beautiful at that time and almost surreal becauase of the way the path lights were on and illumanited the brick road and cast a faint tint and shadow on all the trees and open area around. I put my arm around her as we waked. She said, “you know what, they’re probably looking at us since they’re at the end their now and they went to look back at how far they had just run and to see the view of the oval there for the last time.” We were both like, “oohhh”, and then said, “oh well, i don’t care.” We then spent the rest of the night just walking behind the rest of the group locked in arms while no one was looking back or talking to us to bother us. We knew that they knew about us at that time because they didn’t look back or say anything to us, it was pretty funny.

Later that night the rest of her korean friends came to pick her up. They all stared at us while we said goodbye to julie i was angry with this because i wish it could have been more private.
She’s gone now, so now I should no longer talk about her. The only thing is that it’s so sad because i strongly feel deep down inside that she was the one.