4-28-06

So right now I am skipping my calligraphy class. What is up with me and skipping classes lately? Well, I figure just skipping this class once won’t be too bad since a million other people seem to skip it everyweek. I get really nervous and antsy in that class. That’s really funny because it’s exactly what the teacher doesn’t want to happen, he tells us to breath in, relax, and enjoy yourself. But it’s impossible for me to enjoy myself if he keeps walking up and down the room and paying attention if I’m sitting correctly or not. I don’t want to sit the way I want to sit, comfortably, instead of straight up like he says. It’s also impossible for me to relax in the class when he keeps going around and checking everyone and saying “good good” but then he gets to mine and says “no you’re not doing it right you’re not paying attention.” It’s really nerve-racking. It’s not that I’m not paying attention it’s that I’ve just started and I’m not that good at it yet.

I have a new re-born desire to stick with my chinese class. But my biggest problem of them all is my pronounciation. I need to find a conversation partner, a really cute girl wouldn’t help, to help me with this chinese. Actually I think the only partner I would ever get is a girl anyways since it’s the best excuse in the world to meet and spend time one-on-one with a cute chinese girl.

Yeah so I guess my roommate is having girlfriend troubles. Bad news for me since it means he’s going to be staying in the room alot more.

Also today’s plan is that a bunch of us are going to the zoo. I’m not sure how that’s going to turn out but we are talking about drinking afterwards at matt’s apartment so I feel pretty excited about that. I really really want to drink since what happened last weekend, where we ran out of beer at the party and I puked so I wasn’t feeling that drunk at all. But tonight I feel is going to be different, tonight it’s very likely that I’m going to black-out.

This saturday too Kyle is taking a bunch of our friends, particularly speaking, only the japanese people to Cincinnati. This is the second time that Kyle is doing some big party thing and keeping it a secret from Jeff and I, even though we’ve invited Kyle to every party we’ve ever thrown. What a douchebag.